Welcome 2020! It is already midway through the first month of January. If this is any indication of how fast this year will move, then I had better strap on because it will move fast. However, I am ‘here’ for this 2020, new decade thing. While I don’t set New Year resolutions, I feel this year will be some sort of coming out for me-like a butterfly’s rebirth from the cocoon.

I have had a lot of things on my mind that I have intentionally tried to suppress. But some of these ‘things’ that are on my mind are beginning to manifest in my dreams. 

Three is the number of those who do holy work; Two is the number of those who do lover’s work; One is the number of those who do perfect evil or perfect good”

~Clive Barker, Abaraty  

So I have surrendered to the process and I am going to just go with the flow. Be aware, you may see a lot of stories about me, my metamorphosis, my re-birth, my accountability, my authenticity and my ecdysis.

I look forward to this shedding in 2020. It wasn’t a goal or a resolution-as I stated earlier, I don’t make or set resolutions. However, this will be the year of growth through exploration.

2020 looks like it will be an interesting year for me…

-32 years as a mother -3, 5

-23 years after the last baby -3, 5

-25 years as a mother of a princess -5, 7

-10 years after the divorce -10

# 3, inspiration, creation, manifestation and growth

# 5, someone who is full of energy, but unable to channel it, adaptability, independence of thought and action, unwillingness to conform

# 7, combines the #4-mystical and #3 creativity

# 10, symbol of the authority of God and his government on Earth; obedience and responsibility of people towards God’s law

I have not mastered numerology, but I find it interesting. Either way, I believe 2020 will be the most exciting year for me yet and it doesn’t hurt to match it with some mystical references.

In the mean time, I am wishing you all an amazing year!